to my suny!mady!missing part!

when we find the real friends we dont have to pretend at all!
we can be like a child
we can say silly things
we can cry
we can be ourselves!
and  I have found some of them :)she is from ecuador! when she see the sun I see the moon. that's why I called her as sun girl and she called me as moon girl :) and she drew sth for me :) how valuable it is :):):):)

mavi ölmedi..

she's told me ''the sky'' is always blue 

is it blue? is that true??

this sky can ignore eveything that I have done .even there are its stars...planets...suns..moon.. watch me always

does it present me its blue??can I rely on?

let's put out the candles!

a wish came true..but why now ? why I didnt get my secret demand when I needed??
do I have to turn my head away to get it ?should I be unconcerned to see that my wish is considered..?
in past ,I had some candles on the top of my birtday cake.then a wind came and  put out the candles.not just the candles .put out my wishes.and took away to distant lands with them.. maybe put them in a child's hand...
and now I feel a wind dancing with my hair.maybe the wind stole one's wish again and put it in my hands.
but I dont want my wish come true..because I know the feeling that I had when my wish was stolen..please give it back to real owner..

my white dragon..

can you see my dragon now?

you all forced me ..you said it's not true .never I cant see a dragon in this world you said...then what is it?

I took that photo exactly  in this world.,

I saw it with my eyes. and it is more valuable than every jewellry,gold..blablabla..

and I'm happy because I can show my white dragon all the people that they have rotten brain..

and when I saw my dragon, I asked '' why dont you have any wings?''

and I got my answer

''hey I'm already here,on the sky so I dont need any :)''

yeah the best answer from my white dragon:) how idiot I'm I couldn't think of this way :):):)

it's not just a day

well ,sometimes we need a friend that we are not so close..even if we are not ,that friend make our life more valuable :)

we have shared lot of things today ..actually we just talked about daily things. not our secrets.but we behaved as if we know everything :)

we ate  delicious cakes :)

we walked such a long distance..and we took lots of photos.people stared us .actually I was abit shy then but no problem:)

 carpe diem

and and and  I saw  a gate ..it really looks like my dream gate.some friends know it

it's a gate that I can reach everywhere while  I go through

hey is there anyone beyond it ?

no not actually :)

..

well our meetigs ended.

and while Iwas  waiting for my brother ,I found a stone and wrote sth on the ground :)

sth from me

leap..

take a step...again  again and then again..
I'm walking away from where I stand,where I start .
it is the one of the moment that I can be myself.
I'm taking a way on the line which seperated my dreams from the real world.
it is the light of stars ..

everything is turning around me.all the colours are mixed.I just can  see the colour of my stars..
which part should I choose ?


the real one.. the dream one..

now I'm leaping along the sky..with the blue ..
then I'm losing my blue.I find my darkness with the starlight..
I will fall ..I dont know where to fall.real part or dream one..
but I find that the happiness is the time passing between the leaping and finding the ground..

thanks behind the light*

they are coming ,my best friends, the millions of  fireflies.
I will give them my words to carry .''thank u''
I can't do it on my own if there is more than a  millon.
they will carry my thanks to sep*
     
                  you appreciate what I do,what I tell ,what I dream.
sometimes you've dreamt with me
thank u*sep